USM--boring n hard life

at library in usm campus now....
i been walking a lot with my cutety roommate for few hours...haiz..here got many bus n many colour until we oways take d wrong one...haha....is tis our fault...really swt...
yeah,my fren is learning japanese d...hopefully i can learn some also....
i hv edi got my very first assignment here,since first day i start my class... journal??? hard for me as my english is really worse...swt again...hv to search for articles but still haven register my laptop yet,hopefully can settle later n all my things today,so tat no need rush here and there anymore....
dunno how was him d....no courage to call even sms him...haha..

watever wat happen,life muz go on....

GAMBATTLE.....to me n also all my fren,let's complete our campus life 'wonderfully'!!!!!

我的心情？！？！？！

现在的我应该有什么心情呢？？

对他或他又该是什么样的心情？
一个字：烦！！！！！！
怎么我会伤到他？又是何时伤到她？
所有事，我总是最后知道的。。。。为什么？？？
为什么总是要骗我？
希望所有人都开心，自己也快乐，怎么那么难？？
无论什么决定，都会伤到人。。。。

the end of my holiday(matrix life)

tis is really the time for me to forget d past d..... i thought stil cna b fren but he seem not interest bout tat...so jz let it pass la............
right??
finally,i hv start my journey to complete my dream....so great !!!!! i got pharmacy o.........usm summore....quite happy d... but sd oso as need to seperate from pei cher n my dear xue han....ssame class for quite a long long time d...................sad to b alone,luckily stil got sumone i regconize d same class with me ...............hope can fren with them......

my lovely best fren,i wil oways b here....haha!!!last week hang out wif them d...go praigin o...meet kkk summore...haha^_^

GO GO PENANG!!!!!

放弃～

如果你不爱一个人请放手～

好让别人有机会爱他～

如果你爱的人放弃你了请放开自己～

好让自己有机会爱别人～

有的东西你再喜欢也不属于你的～

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的～

人生中有许多种～

但别让自己成为一种伤害～

有些缘分是注定要失去的～

有些缘分是永远不会有好结果的～

爱一个人不一定要拥有～

但拥有一个人就要珍惜～

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了～

女人哭了是因为他真的放弃了～

如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言～

如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默～

如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开～

很多事都是后来才看的清～

好多事当时一点也不觉得苦～

让时间开口

脚步重 心口痛 你开始泪流
太明白 在未来 已不能迁就
应验了 一开始 有人说
我 们一定不会长久
泪干了 各自走 不会有挽留
现在就放开不会再牵的手
没有错 我们并没有错 只是走不到最后
从头到尾安静的承受 分开的默契我们都有
所有的想念和问候 留作以后 朋友代口

当时间缓缓流走 已不适合再开口
背影随沉默拉长 所有答案都在心上
当时间缓缓流走 会代替我们开口
寂寞再回到身旁 爱情留待别人遇上

时间会代我开口 时间会代你开口
时间会说明所有 过去现在或以后

我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
以变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开
最后的温暖
你给的温暖

SAD......................

I hv try my best but it doesn't work edi............... i hurt him too deep til he cant afford edi................ y i write tat???? y m i so stupid??? im very very very regreet now.....but,noting can de done already................ pass d.........................................................................................................i hv no choice any more................ FREN??? would it b? is tat really for my sake?? y i muz find a better one? guys are lier,never keep their promise...always say wont let me alone but finally jz leave me alone??? n y i muz accept wat he hv decide? y i can work hard anymore?y?????????????????????
y the two who love each other need to seperate?

y only me cry? he not sad d meh???? y do i like him much???